CNTENGT

[Valkysas]

I typed the title of this update with the keyboard turned away from me. It's supposed to say "Content".

New Stuff:

RPG Maker 2
Runewind Saga 1 (full game)
Moment of Tragedy Part 2 (demo)

RPG Maker 3
A Deranged Quest (demo, PS3 only)

Peoples still makin' stuffs!

[Duel]

Re: CNTENGT

I'll get my own spot there someday. HEAR ME WORLD!? I WILL!

[Valkysas]

Re: CNTENGT

provided you can ever submit a WORKING GAME.

Why not just submit them in the PS3 format?

[Duel]

Re: CNTENGT

The Quest: Episode 1 will be in PS3 format.

As for Monster Football...it got dropped faster then Bush's approval ratings, OH!

If The Quest happens to not work in PS3 format. I WILL literally destroy my copy of RPG Maker 1 and take pictures.

Okay..that's a little too extreme....

[Catharsis]

You may have been going for "Content" but what you typed sounds like "Contingent" when pronounced. Hmmm

It find it funny you saw the mistake, but rather then correct it, you let it go and explained it.

Its as if to say the mistakes we make are for a reason, and rather then change them we accept them and move on.

I myself am a ediholic, always editing something I later think of more that can be done. And a perfectionist, for example there is 0 memory left in my game file. I could not accept wasting even 1 little ounce of it. I almost fell into the paradox of rehearsing so much, that by the time I actually stepped onto stage the audience had all gone home.

Editing is downright addicting, and the more you edit, the more addicting it becomes and before you know it your ability to make good decisions on the spur of the moment flies out the window. Sure you can rehearse a masterpiece, but is it really worth it?

Eventually you find yourself editing stuff for no reason. Because you're addicted, you just have to have it! That fix you get from editing. Suddenly nothing is good the way it is, it has to change! again and again and again, it can be made better and better and BETTER!

I'm telling you its some bad stuff. Take it from an addict whose life has been completely ruined by his addiction to editing. You can't edit the past, and you never get a chance to retract your first impression or what you tell someone. Us Ediholics lose the ability to live a life without regrets. We get to a point where we're never satisfied. We always wonder what could have been.

But it feels soooo good. To seek perfection, to change and evolve in accordance to it. To break the mirror and rebuild it again and again. It seems so righteous and godly, but what good is a holier then thou ediholic when anything he does immediately is bound to be wrong?

And the more inclined to editing he becomes the more comfortable he gets with screwing up the first couple hundred times. I tell you editing is a recipe for disaster. If you become an Ediholic be prepared to surrender your entire life to it, because you will spend every moment of every day editing anything you can. And each time you do you lose a little more of yourself, until finally, you accept that the only thing left is inherently inclined to imperfection and can never be cleansed, because the ability to edit has completely removed any instinct you may have had to do the right thing the first time around.

Let us stop correcting our mistakes. Just make them and lament them. It will make others look at us as human, and not show what we're trying to be, but only what we are.

Let us force ourselves to live with our mistakes and accept them for what they are worth. Only then can we become clean, detoxed, and eventually our instinct for doing the right thing will return.

We CAN get it right the first time around!

We CAN stop wasting our time!

We CAN learn to be happy!

We CAN be free!

We CAN live!

We CAN.

Yes.

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lol but here I am over analyzing and looking way too much into this. I can go on here, I once wrote a 10 page essay about nothingness itself.

I hope you had fun reading this, I had fun making it. For the record I'm not really THAT much of an ediholic, but it was funny perspective to explore.