Yeah, it’s my turn.
Not that I’ve been online much anyway, what with Starcraft and role-playing sites and such while at the same time watching TV and/or playing Castlevania. Too much for one kid to handle. But it’s more then that, really. There have been… problems. I just want to be alone, go into myself for a while, and not be bashed every other day. School is bad enough, what with the swearing and the noise and the work and the… teenagers. At least with the internet, I can cut off some small part of it.
I miss Misty. She was one of those rare beacons of… kindness on the internet. I imagine most of you won’t mind seeing me go; it’s been made clear that I haven’t exactly been much of a contributing member. I try. But I’m hindered by the fact that I have my own opinions over a lot of things, that drastically differ from other people’s. I tend to have my own insight or logic into things. I see the world differently… and I don’t like what I see.
Also, as a few people here know, I have been diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome. I hadn’t really noticed any difference until lately. I can be quite blunt in conversations, and I’m not always sensitive to what the other person means.
I bet most of you haven’t or won’t notice my absence. I thought vaguely about simply never coming back and seeing how long it took for someone to notice, just to see how much I was… wanted. Or at the very least, noticed.
Not that I’ve been online much anyway, what with Starcraft and role-playing sites and such while at the same time watching TV and/or playing Castlevania. Too much for one kid to handle. But it’s more then that, really. There have been… problems. I just want to be alone, go into myself for a while, and not be bashed every other day. School is bad enough, what with the swearing and the noise and the work and the… teenagers. At least with the internet, I can cut off some small part of it.
I miss Misty. She was one of those rare beacons of… kindness on the internet. I imagine most of you won’t mind seeing me go; it’s been made clear that I haven’t exactly been much of a contributing member. I try. But I’m hindered by the fact that I have my own opinions over a lot of things, that drastically differ from other people’s. I tend to have my own insight or logic into things. I see the world differently… and I don’t like what I see.
Also, as a few people here know, I have been diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome. I hadn’t really noticed any difference until lately. I can be quite blunt in conversations, and I’m not always sensitive to what the other person means.
I bet most of you haven’t or won’t notice my absence. I thought vaguely about simply never coming back and seeing how long it took for someone to notice, just to see how much I was… wanted. Or at the very least, noticed.
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