At about 5 o' clock this morning my grandmother rushed me out of the house. My mothers house had caughten on fire and we were not sure if she was in there. We left immediatly to make sure she was okay.
We waited for what seemed like 3 hours while the police searched through the house. There was no commotion. There was no sound at all. There was only anticipation... and fear.
When the coroner told my grandmother and I that there was a body we instantly knew. No confirmation was needed. They gave it to us anyway. They knew the whole time. They just waited until the fat coroner got there to tell us. Kept us waiting.
My mother was a crack addict. So IS her "boyfriend". He is violent. They always fight. She had been clean recently. My little brother is 2 months old. She was doing it for him. She wanted a second chance at raising a son. She will not get it.
The fire started from the storage room below her home. It was arson. We talked to the detective just a few moments ago. About 15 minutes before now. He had held her at knife point and threatened her life 2 different times. He had physically abused her even more. Though she was also abusive towards him. I liked him. I thought they would grow up and change for their child. I trusted they would. I trusted he would. The neighbors saw him running from the fire. There was an altercation last night between them. It turned physical.
He murdered her.
He started the fire to cover it up.
The autopsy will show what killed her.
Asphyxiation or blunt force trauma.
I was arrested today. When I found out I ran to find him. I went to his friend's house where he stays. The cops were already there outside. I ran past them. I tried kicking the door in. The cops tackled me. I am facing charges. They didn't lock me up because of the circumstances. I guess I should be thankful.
I feel so odd. I have never lost someone this close to me. We were friends. Even though she wasn't always there for me as a mother... She was always there for me as a friend. She always took my side and she was always there for me. I do not know what to think. This is insane.
I thought I would post this. I may post less or post different for a while. I thought I would explain the reason why. Maybe I just want to get it off of my chest without actually saying it. Anyways... Thank you for listening.
We waited for what seemed like 3 hours while the police searched through the house. There was no commotion. There was no sound at all. There was only anticipation... and fear.
When the coroner told my grandmother and I that there was a body we instantly knew. No confirmation was needed. They gave it to us anyway. They knew the whole time. They just waited until the fat coroner got there to tell us. Kept us waiting.
My mother was a crack addict. So IS her "boyfriend". He is violent. They always fight. She had been clean recently. My little brother is 2 months old. She was doing it for him. She wanted a second chance at raising a son. She will not get it.
The fire started from the storage room below her home. It was arson. We talked to the detective just a few moments ago. About 15 minutes before now. He had held her at knife point and threatened her life 2 different times. He had physically abused her even more. Though she was also abusive towards him. I liked him. I thought they would grow up and change for their child. I trusted they would. I trusted he would. The neighbors saw him running from the fire. There was an altercation last night between them. It turned physical.
He murdered her.
He started the fire to cover it up.
The autopsy will show what killed her.
Asphyxiation or blunt force trauma.
I was arrested today. When I found out I ran to find him. I went to his friend's house where he stays. The cops were already there outside. I ran past them. I tried kicking the door in. The cops tackled me. I am facing charges. They didn't lock me up because of the circumstances. I guess I should be thankful.
I feel so odd. I have never lost someone this close to me. We were friends. Even though she wasn't always there for me as a mother... She was always there for me as a friend. She always took my side and she was always there for me. I do not know what to think. This is insane.
I thought I would post this. I may post less or post different for a while. I thought I would explain the reason why. Maybe I just want to get it off of my chest without actually saying it. Anyways... Thank you for listening.
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