not talking about with people, but with the way of the world i guess. sometimes, it feels so great to get up in the morning and see that ive come be in this position. and that it's something so new and so ancient at the same time! forget the work, forget the money and games, movies, materials or whatever. although even then, in that certain mood, they're great too. when you just bond with everything planet earth has to offer. all for free, at no cost to me! how it all just fits into place without letting questions get in the way. but even the questions are wonderful in that time too! especially in that kind of feeling where they tickle your mind. 
sometimes, i notice bleak, self defeat from some of you guys and i dont know why! like in one particular thread where it was discussed where one sees yourself in 10 years or 5 years time. a few of you said death! haha.
why is that? doesnt it wear a person out to feel that way all the time? or was most of it just humor?
i dont know why i made this topic. just wanted something to say i think. i cant wait until tomorrow! and im loving every second writing this. and no, i'm not high on drugs!
what about you?

sometimes, i notice bleak, self defeat from some of you guys and i dont know why! like in one particular thread where it was discussed where one sees yourself in 10 years or 5 years time. a few of you said death! haha.
why is that? doesnt it wear a person out to feel that way all the time? or was most of it just humor?i dont know why i made this topic. just wanted something to say i think. i cant wait until tomorrow! and im loving every second writing this. and no, i'm not high on drugs!
what about you?








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