I work from 12pm-9:30pm or 10pm, 5 days a week, and its making me depressed. Ive been on these hours since like june.
Its not enough time to get anything done in the morning, and too late when I get off to do anything other than go to the bar, or sit at home and play games or watch tv. The only friends I have right now at these 3 guys at work. Everybody else iritates me to no end.
From about 12-3 I work with these 2 old ladies doing the lunch service and cleanup. Ones a cook, the others a dish washer. All they do is complain about things. Great way to start off every day.
Then at night theres this creepy 43 yearold dishwasher that lives with his parents, and I want to throat punch him everytime he comes near me. If I had a young daughter, I wouldnt leave her near him for a second. He always brings up **** about all kinds of perverted stuff, war, and guns. I hate him.
The 3 guys I like are cool though. We're all around the same age, like the same stuff, so we get along.
But still, theres no excitment to my life. No nothing. I wake up, come to work, go home sit on my computer, and repeat until my days off so I can go out and do something. Its basically all I look forward too now. Im getting really irritable now too. Some days EVERYTHING ****** me off, and I want to strangle every person that talks to me.
But luckily, come january im going to take a class so I can get my Level 2 apprenticeship in cooking, then take a month off, and find a new job, or even move to a new town if I can find a nice place. Im also looking for a house to buy, since by next year Ill have enough money to make a down payment.
With that month off hopefull I can make something out of my life. Ive also got a weight set now too, so Im trying to get rid of the chubby guy look, wich is part of the depression.
Yup.
Its not enough time to get anything done in the morning, and too late when I get off to do anything other than go to the bar, or sit at home and play games or watch tv. The only friends I have right now at these 3 guys at work. Everybody else iritates me to no end.
From about 12-3 I work with these 2 old ladies doing the lunch service and cleanup. Ones a cook, the others a dish washer. All they do is complain about things. Great way to start off every day.
Then at night theres this creepy 43 yearold dishwasher that lives with his parents, and I want to throat punch him everytime he comes near me. If I had a young daughter, I wouldnt leave her near him for a second. He always brings up **** about all kinds of perverted stuff, war, and guns. I hate him.
The 3 guys I like are cool though. We're all around the same age, like the same stuff, so we get along.
But still, theres no excitment to my life. No nothing. I wake up, come to work, go home sit on my computer, and repeat until my days off so I can go out and do something. Its basically all I look forward too now. Im getting really irritable now too. Some days EVERYTHING ****** me off, and I want to strangle every person that talks to me.
But luckily, come january im going to take a class so I can get my Level 2 apprenticeship in cooking, then take a month off, and find a new job, or even move to a new town if I can find a nice place. Im also looking for a house to buy, since by next year Ill have enough money to make a down payment.
With that month off hopefull I can make something out of my life. Ive also got a weight set now too, so Im trying to get rid of the chubby guy look, wich is part of the depression.
Yup.
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