Well most of my works I'll have to "edit" to make more user friendly because even though the words used arn't bad, its the implications, or the context, that is. So forgive me, but I'll do my best to improvise in the best.
*Gallows God*
The reign of time has taken its toll
From years spent sitting under the old ash
Thought many and contemplations deep
As far as the wells of Yggdrasil creep
My self I stand ready to accept
To don a hero's journey
An ancestral quest
To Urd I bid the, quench my thirst
My tongue is parched
But the price of pleasure is grave
So I give up sight so I may see full
And indeed I sat there and drank
Crystal clear and refreshing
Body, mind, spirit
Yet no longer will I be dense
For time has rotted my mind with a thirst I need to quench
Longenius as an aid I'm pierced
My soul bound but merely free
As I drown in wisdom
My eye sheds not a tear
For through me many shall be reborn
The gallows I hung for 9 days
In the seas I drowned for 9 days
Plagued
For the cost is my own life's end
I wait patiently
For my gift is free
To all those who listen, follow me
I have with me two halves that make a whole
Thought, memory
How they perch upon my shoulders
For I am he
**Terroristic Bloodshead**
My pain is all but a memory
Thoughts disguised in a reveille of destiny
I push forward towards the impeding slaughter
Awaiting my time to wear the nuke
In a flash time stood still
Yet I can still see the brass litter upon the earth like vacant smiles
Onward I murder, Vatican I await thee
Tethered to my soul this is all but a dream in which I cannot wake
Stab me, do I not bleed
Cut me, do I not feel
Or is this a thought lost in memory
Bells ring and sing as the echo deafens me
Blinding white light, am I dead yet
No, to my dismay I retorted
With three copper jacketed answers
I
..Hate
........You
As the stars spin I'm uplifted into the abyss of bliss
Has it come, my Valkyrie, to carry me to Valhalla
Nay, but a constant drip of yellow submission
I'm going to kill you...
Kill you
For killing me
My soul bends and rips wide open from a buzzing
The heavens must smile on me again
But why, why can't this knight die
My battle field, my dreams, my slumber
I ache to grace my land in bloodshed
Of yours, of mine, of theirs
Never trickle my heart says
Yet this button keeps being pressed
Till I'm there, but so far away
I wish I could read lips
Because I can't hear what you say
Not sure if I give a fvvk anyway
**Necessary Baggage**
When, in the brief moments of sleep, I find myself alone.
I dream of what is to come, and what has past.
Lies upon lies flooded my soul and poured out of this mouth.
Broken promises, the only promise I know how to keep.
In this sleep I find refuge from the deamon I call myself.
My endeavors to put him at bay fail, so frail my will to thee.
In shadows I hide as what was once inside emerges again.
My flesh tainted, my soul broken I endure more sorrow.
I stab this knife into my own chest, hoping to find the heart you all think I have, but all I find is nothing.
My temple is built on lies.
Brick by brick I swore to you as venom dripped from my lips, this vile twisted smile.
As the feeling of paranoia lifts and I'm swallowed whole by the sky, I awake.
The dead man dreams of life, when the living dream of death.
Dreams come to pass or are reflections of past.
In any case it holds true for myself.
You are the one who deals with me, day in and day out.
For I am he who looks into the mirror, I am thee.
In any relationship there is baggage.
In my relationship, it’s necessary.
**Murderer**
As I laid there I could see her weep
Those fragments of her soul ran down to her chin
I would have cried if I weren’t holding the gun
My everything and angel I was killing
My words were all lies to her
A soft venom I knew I had to say
To ease her mind, her soul
But, for what gain did I etch her death
None but my pleasures and myself
For I delight in the mist of controversy
So as her tears crept down her face I knew it to be true
That my actions hurt more with what I say than what I do
What a startling moment it was when sin crossed path with fate
My finger crept and I asked her to smile
Smile like she did when we use to talk
Back when I was the “perfect” man
When I didn’t lie
But all I got was a toothy scowl and tears
Which reflected the red-hot passion in which I delivered
My only plea your honor
Is that I loved her
**Eyes that are awake, dream**
Woke up from a dream of being awake
Through closed eyes my vision was distorted
True like the sky that hangs above I was enlightened
Mind, body, soul now one
Within prison I see faults that I should be blind to
Vision obscures and the tiles melt into a solid subconscious bliss
Mind and time cease to exist
As this world runs parallel to yours
If in fact it never ended I wouldn’t have cared
For the strings that held my ceiling up were interesting enough
Brilliance was my mind and clear was the soul
For it was as if the very earth moved for me
I being its sole master, and it my lover
To direct and nudge its ebb and flow
As I rocked back and fourth sitting still
**Bitter Sweet Abortion**
My eyes looked from the fabled sunrise to dusks fall
With eerie anticipation I could hear the call
Sirens screamed and bellowed my name
Like a sailor in ships past, they led me astray
Bound my hand and bound my soul
For darkness shall I lye
In fresh soil of my own wake my life is will to die
Shards of pain, ice-pick abortion I feel it deep inside
Beast and sinner one again in foolish devil pride
So beats my soul for to whom I hide
Never More
Fables they tell of thee, yet I run
My eyes glaze as night birthed day
So I stand betwixt myself and the grave
Before the light parted the clouds I herd the voice of angels
Sobbing, choking, bitter echoes
On her knees I found her crying razorblades
Broken hands stained vermillion clang to me
White eyes looked into mine at the sun rise
She whispered softly to me
“Lord, Father Darkness, make it go away
My eyes were blinded by the faith that led me astray”
With silent hiss the sun peaked and in my arms my angel laid
Her violent breaths subsided, and inside I knew it to be true
Blood stained hands I clasped as I took my last
Forever and a day I stood there arms outstretched to the plague
As insects crawled into the wounds
My eyes, how they bled
**Heart to Betray**
Women just know how to pull the right strings to make your world crumble like a deck of cards
When luck becomes that of nightmare and it all seems surreal and you don’t know who to turn to
Waiting, wanting, plotting in ways I can’t conceive
My memory erodes back to the point where they put in my will
My eyes crack and open for the first time and yet for some reason I’m still blind
Be it truth that stares at me like a hollow specter
Or be it the lies I so desperately cling to
Regardless of the rebirthing of affirmation I still think deep down to my core
Where my mind wanders in fields of broken glass and razorblades; and memory is only one feeling, pain
So there I stand in a vast land of running blades and seas of sorrow with only my sword to guide me and my heart to betray me
**Runneth Over**
In times of long lost once stood a purpose
A reason to exist
But yet as we grow we forget what history tells
Droning on to our own beat
And to no purpose at all
When I was a child I knew not of what was to come
And even still the same truth remains to remind me
When times were colder and we were yet even seed
There once stood a brotherhood, an order
So blinded by greed now we forget the principals of our fathers,
And theirs
Who never struck the first nor last blow
Far back in time when we knew not crime
And our fields runneth over gold
There was love for a brother and for another
That came from deep in the soul
**Kiss And Tell**
Cancerous death creeping like a plague
I dream to kiss and tell
Momma never loved you why should I
I awake to sleep for never more
Baskets of flesh she carries
Berries to make blood wine
Drinking that which she came from
Her mother’s skin peeled anew
Lying down to bed with another
Corpses are warmer than he
Yet you spread your legs to fight devotion
Breeding love in lustful emotion
Dry and stale you breathe in death
Succumb to and await the pain
Succubus of the night’s breed
Drink your God through a needle
Feel the numbness
You see them talking yet everything is quiet
You just stare off to the ceiling
Dreaming of cockroaches
How I dream to kiss and tell
Born in a womb of eggshells
Splintered glass lays out the entrails of your life
Walking on broken bone
Supple is the pain
Slow and crisp like the mornings death awaken
Rising in steam on your breath
Dreading the eyes view
Another scar on soft skin
Joined with that which never dreams
A crisp lie embedded into flesh
Lustful waste of emotion
To dream of nevermore
Fertile lands of forgotten memories
A time without time
Just to awaken
I dream to kiss and tell
*******************************************************
Some of these poems date back to 2005, and as I post more it may be newer or older works depending on what I feel like XD
*Gallows God*
The reign of time has taken its toll
From years spent sitting under the old ash
Thought many and contemplations deep
As far as the wells of Yggdrasil creep
My self I stand ready to accept
To don a hero's journey
An ancestral quest
To Urd I bid the, quench my thirst
My tongue is parched
But the price of pleasure is grave
So I give up sight so I may see full
And indeed I sat there and drank
Crystal clear and refreshing
Body, mind, spirit
Yet no longer will I be dense
For time has rotted my mind with a thirst I need to quench
Longenius as an aid I'm pierced
My soul bound but merely free
As I drown in wisdom
My eye sheds not a tear
For through me many shall be reborn
The gallows I hung for 9 days
In the seas I drowned for 9 days
Plagued
For the cost is my own life's end
I wait patiently
For my gift is free
To all those who listen, follow me
I have with me two halves that make a whole
Thought, memory
How they perch upon my shoulders
For I am he
**Terroristic Bloodshead**
My pain is all but a memory
Thoughts disguised in a reveille of destiny
I push forward towards the impeding slaughter
Awaiting my time to wear the nuke
In a flash time stood still
Yet I can still see the brass litter upon the earth like vacant smiles
Onward I murder, Vatican I await thee
Tethered to my soul this is all but a dream in which I cannot wake
Stab me, do I not bleed
Cut me, do I not feel
Or is this a thought lost in memory
Bells ring and sing as the echo deafens me
Blinding white light, am I dead yet
No, to my dismay I retorted
With three copper jacketed answers
I
..Hate
........You
As the stars spin I'm uplifted into the abyss of bliss
Has it come, my Valkyrie, to carry me to Valhalla
Nay, but a constant drip of yellow submission
I'm going to kill you...
Kill you
For killing me
My soul bends and rips wide open from a buzzing
The heavens must smile on me again
But why, why can't this knight die
My battle field, my dreams, my slumber
I ache to grace my land in bloodshed
Of yours, of mine, of theirs
Never trickle my heart says
Yet this button keeps being pressed
Till I'm there, but so far away
I wish I could read lips
Because I can't hear what you say
Not sure if I give a fvvk anyway
**Necessary Baggage**
When, in the brief moments of sleep, I find myself alone.
I dream of what is to come, and what has past.
Lies upon lies flooded my soul and poured out of this mouth.
Broken promises, the only promise I know how to keep.
In this sleep I find refuge from the deamon I call myself.
My endeavors to put him at bay fail, so frail my will to thee.
In shadows I hide as what was once inside emerges again.
My flesh tainted, my soul broken I endure more sorrow.
I stab this knife into my own chest, hoping to find the heart you all think I have, but all I find is nothing.
My temple is built on lies.
Brick by brick I swore to you as venom dripped from my lips, this vile twisted smile.
As the feeling of paranoia lifts and I'm swallowed whole by the sky, I awake.
The dead man dreams of life, when the living dream of death.
Dreams come to pass or are reflections of past.
In any case it holds true for myself.
You are the one who deals with me, day in and day out.
For I am he who looks into the mirror, I am thee.
In any relationship there is baggage.
In my relationship, it’s necessary.
**Murderer**
As I laid there I could see her weep
Those fragments of her soul ran down to her chin
I would have cried if I weren’t holding the gun
My everything and angel I was killing
My words were all lies to her
A soft venom I knew I had to say
To ease her mind, her soul
But, for what gain did I etch her death
None but my pleasures and myself
For I delight in the mist of controversy
So as her tears crept down her face I knew it to be true
That my actions hurt more with what I say than what I do
What a startling moment it was when sin crossed path with fate
My finger crept and I asked her to smile
Smile like she did when we use to talk
Back when I was the “perfect” man
When I didn’t lie
But all I got was a toothy scowl and tears
Which reflected the red-hot passion in which I delivered
My only plea your honor
Is that I loved her
**Eyes that are awake, dream**
Woke up from a dream of being awake
Through closed eyes my vision was distorted
True like the sky that hangs above I was enlightened
Mind, body, soul now one
Within prison I see faults that I should be blind to
Vision obscures and the tiles melt into a solid subconscious bliss
Mind and time cease to exist
As this world runs parallel to yours
If in fact it never ended I wouldn’t have cared
For the strings that held my ceiling up were interesting enough
Brilliance was my mind and clear was the soul
For it was as if the very earth moved for me
I being its sole master, and it my lover
To direct and nudge its ebb and flow
As I rocked back and fourth sitting still
**Bitter Sweet Abortion**
My eyes looked from the fabled sunrise to dusks fall
With eerie anticipation I could hear the call
Sirens screamed and bellowed my name
Like a sailor in ships past, they led me astray
Bound my hand and bound my soul
For darkness shall I lye
In fresh soil of my own wake my life is will to die
Shards of pain, ice-pick abortion I feel it deep inside
Beast and sinner one again in foolish devil pride
So beats my soul for to whom I hide
Never More
Fables they tell of thee, yet I run
My eyes glaze as night birthed day
So I stand betwixt myself and the grave
Before the light parted the clouds I herd the voice of angels
Sobbing, choking, bitter echoes
On her knees I found her crying razorblades
Broken hands stained vermillion clang to me
White eyes looked into mine at the sun rise
She whispered softly to me
“Lord, Father Darkness, make it go away
My eyes were blinded by the faith that led me astray”
With silent hiss the sun peaked and in my arms my angel laid
Her violent breaths subsided, and inside I knew it to be true
Blood stained hands I clasped as I took my last
Forever and a day I stood there arms outstretched to the plague
As insects crawled into the wounds
My eyes, how they bled
**Heart to Betray**
Women just know how to pull the right strings to make your world crumble like a deck of cards
When luck becomes that of nightmare and it all seems surreal and you don’t know who to turn to
Waiting, wanting, plotting in ways I can’t conceive
My memory erodes back to the point where they put in my will
My eyes crack and open for the first time and yet for some reason I’m still blind
Be it truth that stares at me like a hollow specter
Or be it the lies I so desperately cling to
Regardless of the rebirthing of affirmation I still think deep down to my core
Where my mind wanders in fields of broken glass and razorblades; and memory is only one feeling, pain
So there I stand in a vast land of running blades and seas of sorrow with only my sword to guide me and my heart to betray me
**Runneth Over**
In times of long lost once stood a purpose
A reason to exist
But yet as we grow we forget what history tells
Droning on to our own beat
And to no purpose at all
When I was a child I knew not of what was to come
And even still the same truth remains to remind me
When times were colder and we were yet even seed
There once stood a brotherhood, an order
So blinded by greed now we forget the principals of our fathers,
And theirs
Who never struck the first nor last blow
Far back in time when we knew not crime
And our fields runneth over gold
There was love for a brother and for another
That came from deep in the soul
**Kiss And Tell**
Cancerous death creeping like a plague
I dream to kiss and tell
Momma never loved you why should I
I awake to sleep for never more
Baskets of flesh she carries
Berries to make blood wine
Drinking that which she came from
Her mother’s skin peeled anew
Lying down to bed with another
Corpses are warmer than he
Yet you spread your legs to fight devotion
Breeding love in lustful emotion
Dry and stale you breathe in death
Succumb to and await the pain
Succubus of the night’s breed
Drink your God through a needle
Feel the numbness
You see them talking yet everything is quiet
You just stare off to the ceiling
Dreaming of cockroaches
How I dream to kiss and tell
Born in a womb of eggshells
Splintered glass lays out the entrails of your life
Walking on broken bone
Supple is the pain
Slow and crisp like the mornings death awaken
Rising in steam on your breath
Dreading the eyes view
Another scar on soft skin
Joined with that which never dreams
A crisp lie embedded into flesh
Lustful waste of emotion
To dream of nevermore
Fertile lands of forgotten memories
A time without time
Just to awaken
I dream to kiss and tell
*******************************************************
Some of these poems date back to 2005, and as I post more it may be newer or older works depending on what I feel like XD
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