Gooood lord...
The game has been over for me for over 2 and a half years...
But every time I listen to the damn music it takes me back, and it is scary...
I played the game for 1 month straight out of the 3 months I played it in all.
How many hours I have no idea I have no calculator near me.
This game ****s me up.....
I swear it was like I was in Hawaii or something without the tan..
When I think back I was totally somewhere else that I remember "being"
All I remember is all these virtual memories that actually took place, it is totally ****ed up....lol
Rolanberry fields with Jspaceman when I stripped down to nothing and waited for him to show up, when he finally showed up turning to him and saying "j I have been waiting for this for soo long." as I sit so calm then he freaks out lol that memory kills me lol
I can't even list them all....sooo many....
There realllly was soooo many great times on that game...
It's weird they are memories I will never forget for the rest of my life.
If you forget just listen to "Gustaberg"
God that song kills me..
Also a note to Jspaceman I created my own lyrics to the song "The Republic of Bastok" for you 1 week after I finished playing the game in my car,lol, one day I will sing it for you.
Ohh **** its classic.
What great times!
Also when I quit I felt sick for weeks, the first few days I wanted to puke, I remember watching Rainman on tv and forcing myself to not get off the couch to reinstall FF11 on my PS2 HD. I had to hold myself back with drinking beer.
I had to keep telling myself "no" "drink andother beer" "let it go"
I was like a crack addict, it was strangely really hard for me.
I can finally talk about these things now.
The game has been over for me for over 2 and a half years...
But every time I listen to the damn music it takes me back, and it is scary...
I played the game for 1 month straight out of the 3 months I played it in all.
How many hours I have no idea I have no calculator near me.
This game ****s me up.....
I swear it was like I was in Hawaii or something without the tan..
When I think back I was totally somewhere else that I remember "being"
All I remember is all these virtual memories that actually took place, it is totally ****ed up....lol
Rolanberry fields with Jspaceman when I stripped down to nothing and waited for him to show up, when he finally showed up turning to him and saying "j I have been waiting for this for soo long." as I sit so calm then he freaks out lol that memory kills me lol
I can't even list them all....sooo many....
There realllly was soooo many great times on that game...
It's weird they are memories I will never forget for the rest of my life.
If you forget just listen to "Gustaberg"
God that song kills me..
Also a note to Jspaceman I created my own lyrics to the song "The Republic of Bastok" for you 1 week after I finished playing the game in my car,lol, one day I will sing it for you.
Ohh **** its classic.
What great times!
Also when I quit I felt sick for weeks, the first few days I wanted to puke, I remember watching Rainman on tv and forcing myself to not get off the couch to reinstall FF11 on my PS2 HD. I had to hold myself back with drinking beer.
I had to keep telling myself "no" "drink andother beer" "let it go"
I was like a crack addict, it was strangely really hard for me.
I can finally talk about these things now.















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