Confession Topic III

[Kire]

What do you guys think? The last one at the old boards really didn't get to have much time before we had to move, so...why not?

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To get motivated to work, I will often listen to this stupid song OVER and OVER...

http://www.snabbstart.com/flash_visa.asp?download=342

If I'm left alone long enough, it's hard for me to NOT masterbate. I won't even be feeling like it and I'll be like "eh, might as well, feels real good." I'm trying to get this under control cuz twice every morning is too much...wasting too much valuable time.

I've never had the balls to look the way I want to in public...well, very rarely. I'm making steps toward dressing the way I want to, and not how my parents raised me to dress or how they want me to.

I'm trying to find an opportune moment to dye my hair, cuz I know I'll get **** for it.

If I'm drawing anything these days, it's usually homo-erotic that I'll share w/ my friends of that persuasion. I tell myself it's from years of pent up sexual frustration but I'm really striving to do something more creative on the side...even though I very much enjoy doing it.

I continue to feel guilty about my sexuality since my family has pretty much isolated themselves from me. They want me to visit more, and I usually do once a week, but they don't want to see my bf of 1 1/2 years. The only time they saw him is when we moved to our new place in Palatine. I hate them for that, and for feeling their disappointment that I won't "continue the bloodline" by having a family and a kid. Hell, I might adopt down the line, but not till I'm like 35-40.

I'm currently choreographing 2 fight scenes in 3D, 1 that will most likely be done...it's a remake of the Gryphon vs. Cyclops fight I did.

I used to take comfort in the fact that I could be fired today and be ok. Now, owning and paying off a condo, I don't have that comfort. I'm very insecure in my abilities, even though I got an "exceeds expectations" yearly job review.

I'd be very happy just sluffing it off as an animation proffessor at an Art Institute and doing my own stuff on the side down the line. I like to teach. Hell, I should be qualified, I have 3 years of experience in the games industy (or damn near).

I hope I can meet a lot of you guys in person, either visit my place or at Funk's wedding.

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That's it for now. Have at it.

[IRC]

Re: Confession Topic III

I thought Funk already got married?

[Kire]

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aw, for real? where the hell was I when that happened? Poop.

[IRC]

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apparently in the bathroom masturbating to your homemade erotic art

[Kire]

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touche, Tom Brady...

[IRC]

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Actually I'm not sure if he did get married. I thought he said he was going to do it last summer and I havn't heard anything else about it.

[Valkysas]

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I have considered faking my death online just to see the reactions.

[IRC]

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I have considered faking my death in real life just to see the reactions.

[Big Rick Cook]

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Andy already did it.

[IRC]

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Who's Andy?

[Nixon]

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My phone voice and my speaking voice are very different, and I secretly love using it to manipulate people.

When I was 15-17, I would call in to radio stations and win tons of concert tickets and other prizes. I was super fast and had auto-redial. Since you could only win two items per household per month, I would use my mom, step-mom and grandmother's names and addresses, and pretend I was them. Then I would let them know that they would be recieving those prizes and they would pick them up for me.

One time I was flirting with the DJ because he thought it was cool that a 47-year-old woman wanted to win "Breeders" tickets for her"daughters." We talked for about 15 mins and he gave me his personal number/extension at work.

When I first called Dave, he was terrified because I sounded much older and he assumed I was calling from his high school or perhaps a collection agency.

[John Mora]

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I bought a John Mayer album three years ago and thought it was really good.

[Big Rick Cook]

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I don't even know who John Mayer is.

[InfinityDragon]

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-I learned how to draw people, by drawing porn for myself.
(hey, don't knock it, it works!....at least for drawing women...)


-I haven't moved out of my parents house because I'm too lazy to get a better job, and housing in Maine is EXPEN$IVE!


-Sometimes I wish that there wasn't a law against killing people. Sometimes.


-which is odd because I have problem with killing anything that isin't an arthropod.


-I find that cooking is a great stress reliver.


-I usualy bathe only once or twice a week. (course when you just sit around the house all day, why bother, it's not like you're getting dirty.)


-I haven't changed the sheets on my bed for...um...when was the last time i changed my sheets? *thinks* I got to do that...tomorrow...or, something...

[John Mora]

Re: Confession Topic III

(course when you just sit around the house all day, why bother, it's not like you're getting dirty.)

Just to let you know, your body is constantly secreting oils and sweat and there's bacteria living on your skin naturally that poop and cause it to stink. So just because you don't go out and roll around in the mud doesn't mean you're not getting any less dirty.